(Source: railthinana)
“pack a swimsuit and towel for the mill after workouts!”
lol shoot me
recap
today was… up and down. numerically i was the smallest one at the party, but this one girl… she’s maybe 5’5”, about 120 pounds. but she’s toned and tan and has this gorgeous dark hair and sea green eyes and then there’s me, with my frizzy hair and colored contacts. ugh. didn’t help that the boyfriend was constantly coming up and trying to hug me from behind. in a fucking swimsuit.
he’s sweet, he really is, and i hate being such a bitch about it when i know he’s actually done nothing wrong. but he knows about my issues and he knows how much i hate being touched on the waist or stomach, so why would he get all touchy anyway? i don’t understand.
so there’s that. foodwise i’ve done fairly well so far today. i had one egg white and a little pineapple for breakfast, then had some water before working out for an hour. came home, had a bowl of pineapple/grapes/carrots, went to the party. i managed to dump off a bunch of chips there, and i didn’t have anything to eat, so now those are out of my house.
i’m worried about dinner. my mom wants to go to this upscale mexican place that just opened, but because it’s so new, they don’t have ANY menu information and i don’t have anyone to ask about portion size. :/ wish me luck…
period loss?
for any girls out there that would like to answer a question- i skipped my period last month, and wasn’t too worried as it’s done that while i was much heavier than i am now. but i think i’ve skipped again this month, and as my weight’s recently dropped quite a bit, i’m thinking it might have to do with that. so for those of you who’ve lost yours, what was your bmi when you first noticed it skipping?
